oh hai

it is one of those blog while listening to music/ almost time for bed moments.

So we only have 4 weeks left in the semester. And yet again i have come to my annual realizing of how much i have grown in the past year, it still amazes me of how much i need to learn, but i guess it shouldnt seeing as i am only 21.

recent events have made me realize this. i am still learning a lot i know that... as i learned from an experience that happened just last night...

so my weirdo roommate comes down out of no where, being all sorts of dramatic when she came down and this was roughly the dialouge...

weirdo: "autumn, can i ask you a question?"
me: "...what is the question..."
weirdo:"have i done something..."
me: *weird look*
weirdo:"i just get the feeling you don't like me.. and if its because i did something... maybe i could fix it..."
me: *all sorts of weird looks and thoughts crossing my mind such as... 'i could lay you out flat right now... i dont think you can change terminally weird from your personality... believe me you are setting yourself up for something you do not want...'* (nothing actually spoken there until..) " no you didnt" (go back to conversing with my friend on IM and making a very pronounced annoyed look and returning to ignoring her...)

with 4 weeks left in the semester it would have been a very bad idea to just lay her out and tell her she is FLIPPIN WEIRD, she needs to learn a thing or two about being a normal functioning member of society, she is from utah, automatic points lost there..... drama is not my thing get over yourself...

anyway, that situation could have been handled better, i didnt want to lie, which is why im sure i made the weird looks, but i think it was mature to not lay her out... yeah i still have a lot to learn.

anyway, im so excited to be going home soon! i cant wait to be with my family!!!! and having a movie girls night with Sister Woolums!! i miss that woman, she is so great!

peace y'all!